option broker has left with no options.

Blowing in the wind

How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man? 
Yes, n how many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand? 
Yes, n how many times must the cannon balls fly
Before theyre forever banned? 
The answer, my friend, is blowin in the wind,
The answer is blowin in the wind.

How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky? 
Yes, n how many ears must one man have
Before he can hear people cry? 
Yes, n how many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died? 
The answer, my friend, is blowin in the wind,
The answer is blowin in the wind.

How many years can a mountain exist
Before its washed to the sea? 
Yes, n how many years can some people exist
Before theyre allowed to be free? 
Yes, n how many times can a man turn his head,
Pretending he just doesnt see? 
The answer, my friend, is blowin in the wind,
The answer is blowin in the wind.
                              -- Bob Dylan

House is about to collapse. For Last few years, it was firmly balanced on two pillars. But now those are not there to give firm support. Damage has been done already. Who made this damage?? Answers are still unknown. Every buddy has a role in it. House has turned into dark, old, haunted house. People want to stay away from it. All yesteryear glory has gone. All days are same. All nights coming in its way are same. All walls are blackened. Colours are started to fade. People are ready to set it on fire. Because it has become a haunted house.

Linking park- Breaking the habbit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit 
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit 
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit 
I’m breaking the habit 
Tonight

the call

his song has such an amazing meaning to me. it stands 4 everything that changes in ur life. the friends u gain, the ones u lose, and the ones that u want to be with 4ever but cant. it says to stay true and loyal.to love and forgive. and to be urself and to trust that if it was meant to be u will be called back to c them again or to be there again..

sometimes you do mistakes in your life.Mistakes brings up alot more tears, guilt and hard feelings to all beloved onces. this song goes to them. i dont know when those wounds will heal. may be it will take one day , few days. months ,years, may be ages. but i will wait. because i trust them. i know one day they will call me.
song goes like thiss

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

----Regina Spektor
 

Last night I was returning home with my brother. He was very quiet. We hardly managed to chat with each other. Still that night has already been registered in my memory book.

Today I feel I don’t want my curly hair. I would like to have straight hair like other people. But I can’t fix it like other things in life. They will remain curly even if I try hard to make it straight.

What a person really expects from his life?? A good prosperous career, good wealthy job, good wife, luck, friends?? What?? Really what he wants from life?? These are not actual needs to live life. What he wants then?? If you show your emotions to someone they will call you competitive? For once u think about yourself they will take it as jealousy, Selfishness. Then what remain is blame game. There is no limit to it.
People need a small little bit of respect from their beloved once. Pat on back saying hey mate I am with you. That trust, confidence will do a world good to your so called life.