I will never forget this day. Finally I have managed to get some kind of satisfaction. :) I really had Wonderful day after a long time really. I hope, such days will come more often. At least I have some reason to smile after a disappointing patch in my life. Today I really feel, my life is a big story of a mismatch. Auditorium is full of audience. They are waiting eagerly for a start of play. But somehow script is missing all of sudden. :) When you fight hard to get script ready, you will find audience bored and disoriented. I think we should not wait for a script to be written, better be a script of your own life. Then there will be no tension of missing scripts.  

a true friend

I thought friends were forever
and foes were for never,
but nothing is as it once was.
If it weren’t for that argument,
If only it weren’t for those words that were spoken.

I can't stand not being there for you.
And I miss the way you made me laugh.
I wonder if I'll ever find a friend like you,
but deep inside,
i know it'll never happen.

So I stand in your doorway,
to seek forgiveness from my truest friend,
That I know will never be replaced.
I love you like a sister,
and that’s just the  truth

Harry Belafonte - Kingston Town

Down the way, where the nights are gay,
and the sun shines daily on the mountain top,
I took a trip on a sailing ship,
and when I reach Jamaica I made a stop.

But I'm sad to say,
I'm on my way,
won't be back for many a day.
My heart is down,
my head is turning around,
I had to leave a little girl in Kingston Town.

Sounds of laughter everywhere,
and the dancing girls swing to and through.
I must declare my heart is there,
thou I've been from Maine to Mexico.

But I'm sad to say,
I'm on my way,
won't be back for many a day.
My heart is down,
my head is turning around,
I had to leave a little girl in Kingston Town.

At the market you can hear,
ladies cry out while on their heads they bear,
acky rice, salt, fish are nice 
and the rum is fine any time a year.

But I'm sad to say,
I'm on my way,
won't be back for many a day.
My heart is down,
my head is turning around,
I had to leave a little girl in Kingston Town.

Down the way, where the nights are gay,
and the sun shines daily on the mountain top,
I took a trip on a sailing ship,
and when I reach Jamaica I made a stop.

But I'm sad to say,
I'm on my way,
won't be back for many a day.
My heart is down,
my head is turning around,
I had to leave a little girl in Kingston Town.

Sad to say,
I'm on my way,
won't be back for many a day.
My heart is down,
my head is turning around,
I had to leave a little girl in Kingston Town.

Zindagi aaj mere naam se sharmaati hai…

Zindagi aaj mere naam se sharmaati hai
Apni haalat pe mujhe KHud bhi hansi aati hai

Ek GHam chaen se jeene nahin deta mujhko
Ek uljhan hai jo aksar mujhe taRpaati hai

Is tarah chhoRke nikla hun main apni manzil
Jaise hasrat koi seene se nikal jaati hai

Raah chalte hue kuchh sochke ruk jaata hun
Har quadam par koi bhooli hui yaad aati hai

Zindagi aaj mere naam se sharmaati hai…       

                     ----Shakeel Badayuni

Loss is tremendous. There is a hole in my soul now. 

 suresh bhatachi  kavita nehamich manala mohini ghalate. hatat ghetalel pustak ghali theavavese vatat nahi. aanamik dukha pratek kavitetun vyakt hot asate . mag kadhi 1 2 tas nighun jatat te lakshat sudha yet nahi.

स्मरायासारखा आता तसा मी राहीलो नाही
कहानी संपली माझी जरी मी बोललो नाही!

आता मागुन ही चर्चा!आता मागून ह्या शंका 
कसा मी वागलो होतो?कसा मी वागलो नाही?

आता मी एकतो...तेहवा ज़रा झंकारलो होतो,
तसा झंकारतानाही कधी झंकारलो नाही!

आता खोटे जगायला निमित्ते शोधतो खोटी 
असा आभास मी माझा...जसा मी जन्मलो नाही!

कशाला आठवू आता अवेळी मागची नाती?
...कधी ह्या अश्रूंनाही हवासा वाट्लो नाही!

अशी ही शेवटी माझ्या जीवांची संपली यात्रा-
जिथे मी भेट्लो होतो तिथे मी थांबलो नाही!

Atleast a tiny stone has started to move in my favour. I am keeping my fingers crossed